I can't make my own decisions Or make any with precision Well, maybe you should tie me up So I don't go where you don't want me You say that I been changing
If I'm a bad person, you don't like me Well, I guess I'll make my own way It's a circle, a mean cycle I can't excite you anymore Where's your gavel?
When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry And curse at the wind He broke his own heart and I watched As he tried to reassemble it And my momma swore that
You were my conscience So solid, now you're like water And we started drowning Not like we'd sink any farther But I let my heart go It's somewhere down
I settle down a twisted up frown Disguised as a smile, well, you would have never known I had it all, but not what I wanted 'Cause hope for me was a place
When i was younger I saw my daddy cry And cursed at the wind He broke his own heart And i watched As he tried to reassemble it And my momma swore that
Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place If we only had a way to make it all fall faster every day If only time flew like a dove Well God, make
Things are looking up, oh, finally I thought I'd never see the day when you smile at me We always pull through, oh, when we try I'm always wrong but you
We still live in the same town, well, don't we? But I don't see you around anymore I go to all the same places, not even a trace of you Your days are
I scraped my knees when I was praying And found a demon in my safest haven, seems like It's getting harder to believe in anything Than just to get lost
1, 2, 3, 4 I'm going away for a while But I'll be back, don't try and follow me 'Cause I'll return as soon as possible See, I'm trying to find my place
I'm gonna go on Living like I never met you And it will feel wrong at first But I think I can forget you Ignore the fact that we sleep no more then
I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock It's a matter of time before
Give me attention, I need it now Too much distance to measure it out, out loud Tracing patterns across a personal map And making pictures where the lines
I got a lot to say to you, yeah, I got a lot to say I notice your eyes are always glued to me You're keeping them here and it makes no sense at all They
Too alarming now, to talk about Take your pictures down, and shake it out Truth or consequence, say it aloud Use that evidence, race it around There
How can I decide what?s right? When you?re clouding up my mind I can?t win your losing fight All the time Nor could I ever own what's mine When you?re
Think of me when you're out, when you're out there I'll beg you nice from my knees And when the world treats you way too fairly Well, it's a shame I'm
